I hate my life.
Look at the effing time/
ITS FIVE FREAKING AM.
What am I doing up and on the internet?!
I WOKE UP TO DO MY WORK OMG.
I never used to be able to do that!
Look at how effed up my sleeping timetable is.. arghh...
and I missed Lost yesterday.
I'm so smart lah..
and guess what?
After I reached home and bathed, everything was a blur can.
I'm not even sure if i ate dinner.
Maybe I should go and see a doctor.
Hahhaha.. no i was just kidding.
At least I remembered that i missed Lost..
Aiyoh I dunno lah.. have I been happy or sad??
There's been so many problems in life recently my life just doesn't feel like it used to...
I know,
adapt, adapt, move on as time sweeps all of us up and away.
But you know, I can't help but think about how i NEVER used to have these problems.
And I have no idea why its happening.
I still treat people the same, but why are ppl treating me differently now?
Arghhh. actually, thats a seriously dumb question.
Great.
Celebs i miss you guys so so so much.
And I can't wait till later to see all of you again.
Its really when things are taken away from you, that you start to realise how freaking important they were.
I need some support.
But I don't know what kind.
And who I can go to for it.
Maybe its time to spent more time with my family.
Maybe I've been feeling like that because I eat dinner with my fam less then 2 times a week now. ( including weekends)
'Why do you have so much commitments?'
Wish she would stop asking me that.
How am i to answer?
Guides is my passion, school is my life.
Friends... they're just too important to lose.
Am I to choose one over the other?
Because thats impossible.
Maybe I should go for time management course..
Like one good way to save time is to GET AWAY from this place.
:(
Ok I'm going now.
I feeling kinda relieved..
Guess thats what i've been really feeling for the past few days...
Its no wonder no amount of sleep can stop the tiredness..
the source of it isn't the lack of sleep, is it?
When you're weary, feeling small
When tears are in your eyes,
I will dry them all
I'm on your side
When times get rough
And friends just can't be found
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
Now my nose is leaking a great amount of liquid.
Haiii.. i need a bridge over my troubled water.
Who is gonna be my bridge :((((
5:07 AM
